i was going though my e-mails in my inbox and they lead passed last year. As i was looking though the messages that specific people sent, i realised that so much has changed.. and i've hardly noticed it. its funny how a year can go by so fast, yet we feel as a day will never end. Some of the messages made me smile, cry a bit and even laugh at how stupid i was, but if i start keeping my mail now, maybe next year i'll do the same. i've made so many wrong decisions last year, yet so many right ones. i've done and taken things that have scarred me for life.. and heard and spoken things that can never be into rewind, but i really can't do anything about it.. because all we have to do is move forward.. and currently, im quite happy. i think back, and realised how much my personality has changed.. i might laugh at it now, but i really can't help but imagine what i used to be. A year can do so much, it can help you move on, find a better way, make you stronger or destory you, but i guess it's really how you choose to think about things.

2009.
goodnight. x