people change.
sometimes, in their point of view, for all good.
and maybe for all the wrong reasons.
they can change without realising it.
maybe they can just walk away or turn around, and something else has got them.
maybe because some things aren't attractive, popular enough, or just too complicated.
could it be that something has changed their perspective?
im not sure. but i want them to know,
i hate it.

ever feel like giving up? yeh, i do.
im sick of trying. im tired of just standing here and waiting for something else,
or to some how trusting for everything to merge back together.
am stuck in this dimension? where am i seriously going?
there ain't no guide in reality. and i've never really
'followed my dreams'
cause, maybe they were impossible, and only hoping was all i could do.
and i've asked for help, but you know. they don't really know.

they don't know how i feel, cause when i tell them, its really just words.
to know, you have to be me.

but i want to thank, all my lovelys for putting up with my crap, everytime i feel like this.

for letting me scream when i need to, to tolerate my whining, and letting me borrow countless tissues, shoulders to cry on, and for listening to seeming neverending tears.
iloveyous. :')





2DAYS TO CHRISTMAS.