MY FAAACE.
yes, i back. farout, 3 days were exhausting.

DAY 1.
i left after i facebooked & looked at failblog.
i laughed alot. then two hours of sitting my ass down, i set up the tent and ate instant noodles for lunch.
i then decided to look around the camping area.
-no flushable toilets
-no showers
-no clean water
after that i thought, im going to die.
alright. then i had a swim & explored the beach. nice. clean water + soft sand. i like i like. then, i realised, no shower. crap. so i had to gather the rainwater that the camp site tank contained.

and it took ages to collect about 1 litre cause the water would come out slowly. eurgh.
i was so pissed a the water, i started raging and kicking it.
but after i was done, i washed and settled in my sleeping bag. it was gross.
the night was hot with no fan or aircon. & every two hours, i'd wake up to thirst.

DAY 2
so when it was finally morning, aka, 5:30 am. yes, fml. i went fishing with my dad while my sister & her buddys went swimming. i caught a little fish & i had to throw it back into the water.
actually, no. i screamed -of joy, then screamed again -of disgust.

it was slimy, gross. ew. so my dad had to come, unhook it and throw it back.
baked beans & bread for brekkie. then we went to rainbow beach. it was nice. we swam with the waves, got dunked and drank salt water. all good. ;) i then had a shower. a proper one. cause the beach had beach showers. and ohyes, that was satisfying.
for dinner, i had.. i forgot. something nice. thats all i remember.
oh wait, rice. thats it. :) then i went into my tent and slept.

DAY 3
i woke to the sound of rain. delicious.
i slept well. and woke at a similar time to the day before.
we went to rainbow beach again. i surfed cause the morning had big waves. yum.
then went fishing again. didnt catch anything, boo.
wasting my bait. rah. the hook got caught on my finger and it bled.
it alright now. :D we then went to a picnic spot near the beach.
i had another shower and realised my back seriously hurt.
i got sunburnt. & wtf, i put on heaps of sunscreen till i was turning white. -rage
and my sholders hurt from swinging the fishing rod too many times. eurgh.

& once i got back, i facebooked. i got 6 pokes already. D:
oh and i really hated camp apart from swimming, surfing, fishing and sleeping.

& i ate mi goreng most of the time, so im quite happy with the food. ;)
tonight, im going to have hot pot.
go to southbank & count down the seconds of 09
and wake to twentyten.

happy new year.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !
i hope everyone got what they wanted, received kisses under the mistletoe
& got drunk. this year, i got nothing. :) no surprise there.
except a necklace, (photo from last blog) from zakh.
i love it heaps, its my favourite necklace
& ilovehim, and he's my favourite too. ><

i woke at 7. wait no, i got woken at 7, and dressed in a singlet & skirt for a performace rehearsal at my church's Christmas celebration service. and was reserved a seat with an aricon right infront, and left. both set at 24 deg. it was freezing. seriously, i was going to die. then after my performance, a guy came around and readjusted the temperatures.. to 21 deg. fml, i died. then after, everyone went to my house for a pool party.
everyone was in the pool then ten minutes later, i came out. i dont like swimming. ;(
there were heaps of food and parents. my house had 50 over people in it.
after the exhausting party, i watched Beowulf. pretty ew.

and here is where im at.
blog soon! :)

back ! i then went to my cousin's house. they're half greek too. -pretty awesome.
we played computer games and had greek & asian food. HAHHA.

he's going to give me alot of hacked stuff for late christmas presents.-next time i remember to bring usb's and that. ;)

i cant wait for tmrw's boxing day shopping. delicious. :D

-zoee

christmas-

i really dont do anything at christmas. my family is like -sadface .
we dont buy trees cause most of us cant be bothered putting them up or decorating it and we dont wrap or 'give' gifts to eachother. hhaha, pretty lame, i know. but we buy heaps of stuff before and after christmas. and tbh, i've got everything i need. so i wont ask for more. but im having a christmas party with people too, so its going to be much fun. :)

chinese new year-
okay, maybe im not a 'christmassy' person, but im an asian.
so i seriously cant wait till CNY. :D
i seriously want to go back to malaysia & celebrate there, cause i'd get loads of money from relatives. that, im kind of thankful for my mum & dad having so many siblings. ;) & i really want to see my cousins. i miss them very much. :( i havent seen them for aaages, like two years. -crys

school-
i cant wait to get back to school. which reminds me, i need to buy my books =='

but i havent seen my friends for weeks. D: we need to catch up over the holidays..when they're back, that is. :D

2009-

okay, this year, has been awesome. seriously, its been the best year so far and its past so quickly.
reflecting, i've loved every part of school. i've met the most amazing friends and even if its only been on year,
it feels like forever. i hope 2010 will be as much fun. ;)

a day to christmas and seven to 2010.

people change.
sometimes, in their point of view, for all good.
and maybe for all the wrong reasons.
they can change without realising it.
maybe they can just walk away or turn around, and something else has got them.
maybe because some things aren't attractive, popular enough, or just too complicated.
could it be that something has changed their perspective?
im not sure. but i want them to know,
i hate it.

ever feel like giving up? yeh, i do.
im sick of trying. im tired of just standing here and waiting for something else,
or to some how trusting for everything to merge back together.
am stuck in this dimension? where am i seriously going?
there ain't no guide in reality. and i've never really
'followed my dreams'
cause, maybe they were impossible, and only hoping was all i could do.
and i've asked for help, but you know. they don't really know.

they don't know how i feel, cause when i tell them, its really just words.
to know, you have to be me.

but i want to thank, all my lovelys for putting up with my crap, everytime i feel like this.

for letting me scream when i need to, to tolerate my whining, and letting me borrow countless tissues, shoulders to cry on, and for listening to seeming neverending tears.
iloveyous. :')





2DAYS TO CHRISTMAS.

Dear Santa,
i've been good so far and Christmas is comming up.
I'll be good after Christmas too if you want. :)
but im going to wish for one thing, an Avatar.
oh please, i'll look after it. i promise !
& we could connect to animals ~ omg, wouldnt that be coooool !?
OMGOMGOMG EVEN PLANTS ! :D
and i really wanna ride that massive Horse Dragon.
so could you please send that along too?
thankyou.
love, zoee.

she's one of the most prettiest babes in my life, since forever. she's a white-blonde asian and she loves me. ;)
she's always there for me, here to care and share, always by my side.
she eats chocolate and drinks pmtea. she talks about fudge till im craving for it &
she has perfect, smooth hair. shes adorable and is my number one.
she's the lollypop i lick. ilovetina.

-zoee


4DAYS TO CHRISTMAS

evening all. :)
okay, im going through a phase when i suddenly turn 'korean', according to John Nguyen. D:
- i dyed my hair red.
- im getting geo lenses.
- and im into their music. fml,so bad.
but, i promise, im not one of those exaggerated obsessed ew people.
so dont worry ;) &all things are going good today.
Judy taught me some things to improve my piano playing, thankyou love. :)

then i had lunch at Sunnybank oriental. it was alright,
i had a laksa, which is a sort of malaysian-singaporean seafood dish of curry with rice noodles and, or egg noodles.

i hope this isnt turning you off. but then again, i hope this isnt 'turning you on' either.
-if you know what i mean. ahahha!
okay fine, im not funny.

but its quite delicious, its a sorta of tangy, yet mild hot spice. my favourite ingredient is the dry tofu. i know most of yous dont like tofu. haha. but its very healthy, and im not much of a teeth sinker into steak, sorry. but i'd rather chocolate. ;) and i dont know why im describing foods at this moment, but im going to stop now, because if i go any further, im going to feel hungry again.
anyway, i also ordered a cold beverage of Hong Kong white tea. -my favourite.

hm, and about three quarters of the way of the meal, my sister spilt her drink, lemonade.
she cried. alot. TT she then asked for another drink, which all of us refused. then she cried again.
-sighs. but when we got home, it was all better cause i ate a candy cane. :)

cause my parents were out, and still are, with my sister at a party.
i didnt feel like going so i stayed. they didnt leave me dinner so i ate my sister's chocolates that she got for christmas. sshh!! ;D after reading the packet, for zeno's sake -freaking calories, i found out that they contained liquor, irsh cream or some what. and then i realised, i felt really sick. then vomiting and everything else kicked in. good bye laksa. ;(
but dont worry littlies, im all good. :D

today, it rained. & i loved every drop of it.
well, until tomorrow.

-zoee

evening, no, i didnt get to go to DFO today. ;(
but my daddy came back from PNG ! -waves-
i got a candle for christmas.. -.-
oh wait, its citrus scented. = =

had a bad day. in a bad mood.
hoping everything will turn out to be okay..
soon, at least.

bye for now.
-zoee

evening, sorta..morning? D:
I had a motivation to get active in the mornings, so on Thursday night, before i went to bed, i decided to wake up at 6 to run. and so, the next day, i woke at 5:30. i sat in bed for about 15 minutes wondering ' why the hell am i even doing this?' so i collapsed back down again and woke at 10. which is by far, the earliest yet on the holidays.
and i regret it, its too late. but yes, this is my life, so none of this crap would interfere with sleep. :)

this morning, i asked my sister what she thought of my hair.

'go away, im eating rice.' this, reminded me of FMyLife stories.

Today, my girlfriend dumped me proclaiming she wanted someone more like her "Edward". I asked her who Edward was. She held up a copy her "Twilight" book. She was talking about a fictional vampire. FML

Today, I was taking an important exam for Calculus. Out of nowhere, the kid behind me starts violently kicking my desk. I quickly turn around and yell at him. He was having a seizure. FML

Today, I got a call from my daughter's pre-school. Apparently, she is being suspended, for answering; "What do your parents do at home?" She told them, "My parents fuck." FML

-sigh, children, twilight saga obsessions and retards these days,
anywho, its getting late & im looking forward to doing some
'mother&daughter' shopping tmrw. :)


- zoee.

harro readers ! today i dyed my hair.. 'cherry red'. but it came out as.. redbrown. D;

i waited for 25 minutes, and then i took a shower, as the instruction thing said.
and when i was rinsing.. it looked like i pmsed in the shower. but like 8 litres of blood, in one go. TT
fml man, scared the shit outta me. +i got a fringe cut & thinking about growing my hair again. screw my hair man.

oh yeh, today, i had a mango smoothie, but i did nothing worth blogging about. but, last night, omfg. i had like the weirdest dream ever. & i still remember it. but seriously it freaked me out. okay, well it all started when i was shopping at DFO, and came across a COUNTRY ROAD store. i went inside and decided to buy those massive bags cause they were like reduced to $5.. which sorta freaked me too, seeing they're normally $60+. so i was inside, and i couldnt get the 'guy who was working there's attention. so i screamed, but all of a sudden, i heard a gun shot. and then there was this big man dressed in a black tux. and he was like shooting randomly at everyone. then im like 'DUDE WHATS UP YOUR ASS?!' then he shot me, twice. then i tried to catch the bullet like one of those hero people, but the bullet went through my finger and got stuck under my skin. and i was like wtf?! LOL. then i was like, omfg. this store's stuffed. so i went into Cotton on instead. then i woke up and my fingers were all numb. D:
LMAO, i dont normally have dreams like these, and im no retard, okay. i might've just felt really uncomfortable last night. but yehs, that wraps up my delicious day.
love much, zoee.


8DAYS TO CHRISTMAS.
PS: I HOPE IM GETTING THESE RIGHT..
CAUSE IM NOT SURE MYSELF. D:

good afternoon, im love sick.
i need a cure, med please?
but, its kay. Taylor Lautner..that werewolf chick?
yeh, he came to the rescue.

SUCK THAT.

so im all good now :). & TINA needs to come over, because i said so. cause holidays are such a antisocial time for me. fml. but might go to DFO & buy clothes and shoes.
then go to City & buy more of that.
then buy my stationary.
but damn, im broke. &i shouldnt be facebooking the whole time. TT

this morning i walked into my sister's room, & she was watching this movie about a talking POLAR BEAR.
i want one too D: ! someone better come online soon. cause im getting really bored.
kthxbye. -zoee

alrighty. this is my new blog.
& it's gonna be tasy, i promise.
btw, the below post is from yesterday, from my old blog. -eyebrows

reasons why i should make a new blog.
1. its easier to remember. ; lovecantdo.blogspot.com
2. its sexy.
3. its sexy.

4. its sexy.
5. its sexy.

you get my point. yeh, 5 reasons is alot.
alright then i'll blog when something intresting happens. :)

zoee

okay, its seriously hot & boring.
i want air con & i want tina.
i want coffee. i want late night calls.
im bored. & i promise you, im not suffering from anything.
really.

i didnt do much today, just facebook. =/
and tv. & bluberry icecream.
i learnt wedding dress. it has ew key signature.

simone has her hands everywhere.
mmyes. my life is entertaining.
for you to watch me slowly die.

iloveyou.
-no i dont.
z

10DAYS TO CHRISTMAS.